You're always on my mind


Its nearly 2 am on a Wednesday, scratch that, Thursday morning yet I’m wide awake..weird. 10 minutes ago, I swear I was about to go to bed, had my covers over and my pillows ready but then I can’t seem to fall asleep. I’ve been avoiding things lately, in other words, I’ve been avoiding reality. I go out almost every second of the day, be around people so I wouldnt have to deal with whats really bothering me. The things is, I, myself am not sure what is. I’ve been having mood swings, really bad mood swings. What is wrong with me, God?