In movies, they always tell you to listen to your heart whenever you're confused. In real life, however, how hard you try to listen to your heart, all you get is the sound of your heartbeat, a pulse, not an answer. I guess I'm just afraid, to take things further, or to try things again, seeing how tihngs were so screwed up before.
I've been having mood swings lately, one second I'm the happiest boy on earth the next second I get so angry and annoyed by everyone. I dont know, I just wish you would show me that you're actually worth the risk, worth overcoming this fear, worth fighting over for.
